<333 ; JERAMYCHUA . ILOVEYOU ! :DDD

Hello everybody ! (: I'm here back to blog again , and YES this time I'll reply all your tags alright . Sorry for the late replies & late updates ! :D

Actually I didn't have much to update , but I'm just too bored to do anything . Friendster's too laggy now to let me reply tags , I'll just get very fed up with it anytime if I do that . And you know what I'll do ? I'll smash my computer T.T Lol okay violence not allowed .

I'm sorry if I'm blogging in a very weird tone today , cos I'm feeling very tired now . I want to sleep ! Just don't know why on earth am I so tired today , just feel like sleeping ever since this morning . I almost wake up late okay ! ;x

School is totally boring ! I go to school just for the sake of laogong & friends [: I just hate all the teachers in Teck Whye Secondary ! I wish all of them to choke and die and that's it . Haha I know that I'm evil . They're just too free to even get bothered about BGR stuffs about us , yeah like whatever . Who cares ?

Sigh , parents are getting more & more unreasonable nowadays ! Including my parents of cos , they're really so so unreasonable okay . They really don't understand how a teenage life it's like ! I really don't know how am I gonna survive in this idiotic family of mine . Anyone interested in running away from home ? Call me along please ! I really hate my family , all of them suck to the core ): I really wish to run away from home someday .

Heh , I LOVE LOVE LOVE LAOGONG ! :DD I will never forget every second of my life spent with him . He's just simply so cute can ? He accompanied me after school yesterday , even though I was angry with him about some small matters before that . Thanks Weixiang Baddie for helping (: Then he asked me to accompany him after school today . He just kept on bullying me can ! Lol . Then he kept making me laugh like hell , so so cute ! (:

I will only be reaching home at 9+ tomorrow , cos I'll only be dismissed by 9pm ! As Chinese Orchestra and all the other Arts CCA must perform in school for the school's 40th anniversay . Some sort of things like that I think [: Not going back home as we have a rehearsal on 4.30pm . And OM said that all of us must leave school by 3pm , so I'm confused about where to go after presenting my Math's Flit 2 !

Maybe not going to school on Thursday , it's just a waste of time to go . Thursday is cross country day & teacher's day celebration . Like bloody hell , I'm not going to run okay , I just hate sports ! =x As for teacher's day celebration , well as what I mentioned I hate all the teachers in my school . So I don't think that there's a need for me to celebrate that kinda day with them ? Haha . Will be going back to UPS to visit some teachers & juniors (:

September holidays are reaching ! Everyone jio me out puh-lese :D ! I don't wanna rot at home like what I did during June holidays okay . Have to go back for Chinese Orchestra's practices on Thursday & Friday ]: I don't wish to go back , but I'm sure gonna get scolding from teacher after that . Whatever it is , those who wanna meet me JIO ME OUT ! xD

Rah , I'm really feeling very tired now ! Emilia Keai , Isabel Sweet & Sandra Baobei I so miss & love them okay ? <333

I'M REALLY TIRED , I WANNA SLEEP . WILL JUST FAINT AFTER REPLYING TAGS ! =x

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3 months of our beautiful love . Jeramy , I so love <3

First thing , I miss you baby ):

Today's 27th August 2006. Well, it's the 3rd month anniversary of laogong and I (: But it's saddening enough to can't even see him alright, sigh, never mind then. Time really flies, so fast and we're already together for three months already. And indeed, we had created tons and tons of memories together. Beautiful ones and hurtful ones, all of them are indeed worth to be remembered.

From the moment I've met you, my senses told me that you're just the only one for me, now and forever. I've no regrets knowing you at all. Being with you is the happiest thing in my life, I will cherish you. Never ever will I leave you again, and never will I let you have the chance to leave me again. We had gone through thick and thin together, we had realised how important we meant for each other. I told you, cherish what you have before everything's gone. Indeed, you learnt from that sentence. You learnt to cherish me more, love me more, dote on me more and pamper me more.

Boy, you're the only one who could took my breath away. I just can't stop my mind from thinking of you. All I want is to be with you for eternity, I don't ask for more. I'm just so in love with you, I will always be here for you no matter what happens. I'm really contented and satisfied enough to have you as mine, what a fortunate girl I am indeed. We're meant for each other totally, no one could ever separate us.

All those tears I've shed for you meant nothing, if everything I did could change back your love towards me. I don't mind getting hurt and sacrificing for you at all. You're the only one I love, no one could ever replace your special place in my heart. I promised you that you will never ever be replaced, and I'll never let you go. I will keep my promise, never ever will I break it. Even if you chose to let go in the end, I'll still be here, silently awaiting for you.

I really don't know what to do if I happen to lose you, I can't afford to do that. I live just for you, I smile just for you. You told me to stay happy, and I'm trying to do that. I just can't stay strong without you baby, I'm deeply in love with you. I need you by my side, don't ever leave me alright. My life became completed because of you. My heart was already broken long time ago, but it was now mended back because of you. Thanks for everything, Jeramy. Although you can't stay by my side every second of my life, but I'll still have you in my heart forever.

You told me that our heart are connected to each other, so we suffer together, and stay happy together. I will never leave you alone in the darkness, I will hold your hand and walk you out of it. You're the one who teached me how to love someone, how to cherish someone, and how hurtful it is to love someone. And you let me feel the happiness of being loved. You're my everything, my only love. You're gonna be my first and last one. Lying down under a beautiful sky filled with shining stars, hugging each other tightly and never let go, sweet-talking each other, waiting for the sunrise. All these are always our dream, you told me that you will make it come true someday, and I really hoped so.

I've always got a question to ask, will you still love me more and more as days passed? Or feelings will just fade and that's all? I really don't know, I can't predict the future. But I believe that our love will really last, we can make it! Sometimes I really feel like I'm a useless bitch, can't even try to understand you enough. And I dare to admit that I really blame you for not understanding me well enough a times. I'm sorry for hurting you for so many times, I will love you more. I don't wanna imagine me without you, I want to be with you. At times, I really don't understand what you want, and what I can do to satisfy you.

The three words you once said, will always be remembered in my mind. Your name, craved in my heart forever. I gave my heart to you, don't ever return me back. I need you, I really need you a lot. I know that we indeed had a very hard time trying to hold on to each other, but nothing is more important than having you as mine now. I'm faithfully yours, I'm willing to marry you in the future. Walking down the aisle with you, will it ever come true? I will always stay by your side awaiting for that day to come. I'm willing to be your guardian angel. I'm blessed, to find you. I will never ever say goodbye to you, promise me that you will love me, don't ever break it after that. Words just can't express all my feelings, but just three words will do the job, I Love You.

And baby boy, tonight it's just YOU & ME.

* Not going to reply any tags for this entry (: Next time ba.

SCARS ? it's all about us Hello everyone (:I'm back to blog again .Sorry for blogging about such moodless stuffs in my blog yesterday ,but well , this is MY blog .I can blog anything that I like , right ?Thanks all of you who asked me to cheer up , I will (:I'm just having moodswings yesterday .All these moodswings are just killing me totally !And that was the very very first time I had cried till I had lose control ,totally doesn't know whats happening at all .I had totally NO energy to do anything ,not even touching my keyboard .Everything I see in front of me , seemed to be so unclear .I cried for a very long time , I can't control my emotions at all !My eyes are real damn swollen now ): I'm having headache again .I tried to cheer up , but the moment I thought about all those memories of us ,I'll just lose control and just continued crying & crying .Thanks for everything , my dear .All those things that I had blogged yesterday are just craps & nonsense ,I should not had blogged about it at all .My dear , sorry for spoiling your mood totally yesterday !I don't want you to be sad , I want you to stay happy alright .You promised me never to cut again , but you broke your promise .I told you that I'll suffer with you no matter what happen ,I will never ever let you suffer ALONE !You cut , I'll cut with you as what I've told you last time .Those cuts are nothing to me ,I just want you to stop cutting yourself !I don't want you to do all these because of me ,or maybe that's not the one and only particular reasons .Maybe there are other reasons , but you can just say it out !We can solve everything together alright , stop doing all these please ):Seeing you like that , my heart really hurts alot !You won't feel the pain inside me , just try to stay happy alright (:I love you ! And I'll never ever let you go .Laogong came to my house yesterday ,as we had early dismissal (:Was dismissed at around 9.45am I think ,went to mac with Jermine , Kelly , Jiaxin & laogong at first to eat .Then went back to school after that .Slacked in the canteen for many hours , and laogong feel asleep ! Haha .Then after that Jiaxin decided to come over to my house to do Flit 2 again ,so dragged laogong to come over too .He was forced to come you know you know ! I threatened him ;xI know that I'm bad la , but I just can't bear to let him go home , haha !Had loads of fun with laogong for the past few days ,he's just simply so cute ! xD Lol .I don't know what to blog already can .Oh yeah , anniversay of laogong & I is tomorrow ):Sigh , why must it be on a weekend ! Can't spend time with laogong already lah .But never mind lah , heh ! xDZzzz , nothing to blog alreadyyyyy ! I'm so so so bored laaaaa ! ;xThe SCARS ! *{ Replies Of Tags ! }rabbitsarks: Haha , may I know who are you ?JINGYING}: XIAOKEAI ! xDDDDJOELYN: Hao de hao de (: Thanks my precious darling ! I love you <3xiao yii: Eh ? Hello ;xxiaojoo: Thanks [:Vivian: Haha okay , marmie so evil ! Lol .michaelaGIRLFRIEND: Haha sure my girlfriend :Djx =)): LOL . Okay (:* CELESTE: Sure , will link ya .liings: Thanks for tagging girl !ISABEL: Haha yeah real LONGGGG ! ~JANICE: Sure precious , thanks for cheering me up anyway <3BRENDA: Okay girlfriend ! :Dpasser-by: My codes are viewable once it's scrolled down .passerby(: Oh that's disable right click I think ?(: Oh yeah whatever it is , stop judging people .passerbbyes ': Haha relax , I'll update when I have time to (:anonymous: I agree , the previous layout was damn laggy . But this was just alright .nel ;: Thanks !Leibing (: Thanks girl (:AMANDA :D: Thanks .- 雪 ; Michh *: Thanks marmie ; So long ever since we've chatted ! Haha , you take care too (: And I'll relink you asap . Muacks !RACHEL {: Hao de :DvivianNUER: Hao de nuer ; Thanks for everything [:joanne: Thanks for your comments (:WENHUI (: Hao de , thanks jie !GRACE.tan ;meii: Oh okay .ALISON: Sure my pretty mei :]rachelle: Okay .BRENDONdidi: Sure , thanks stupid didi ! ;xanonymous: Erm , I edited other's skins at first . Then slowly & slowly I get to learn already (: And okay thanks .YUINPING ((:: Thanks sunshine ! And yeah sure meet up soon :DJIALIgirlfriend: Thanks girlfriend ; I miss you loads too !Noraina: Sure .Anyway new layout AGAIN (:Comments !

Hello everyone (:
I'm back to blog again .
Sorry for blogging about such moodless stuffs in my blog yesterday ,
but well , this is MY blog .
I can blog anything that I like , right ?
Thanks all of you who asked me to cheer up , I will (:

I'm just having moodswings yesterday .
All these moodswings are just killing me totally !
And that was the very very first time I had cried till I had lose control ,
totally doesn't know whats happening at all .
I had totally NO energy to do anything ,
not even touching my keyboard .
Everything I see in front of me , seemed to be so unclear .
I cried for a very long time , I can't control my emotions at all !
My eyes are real damn swollen now ): I'm having headache again .
I tried to cheer up , but the moment I thought about all those memories of us ,
I'll just lose control and just continued crying & crying .
Thanks for everything , my dear .
All those things that I had blogged yesterday are just craps & nonsense ,
I should not had blogged about it at all .


My dear , sorry for spoiling your mood totally yesterday !
I don't want you to be sad , I want you to stay happy alright .
You promised me never to cut again , but you broke your promise .
I told you that I'll suffer with you no matter what happen ,
I will never ever let you suffer ALONE !
You cut , I'll cut with you as what I've told you last time .
Those cuts are nothing to me ,
I just want you to stop cutting yourself !
I don't want you to do all these because of me ,
or maybe that's not the one and only particular reasons .
Maybe there are other reasons , but you can just say it out !
We can solve everything together alright , stop doing all these please ):
Seeing you like that , my heart really hurts alot !
You won't feel the pain inside me , just try to stay happy alright (:
I love you ! And I'll never ever let you go .

Laogong came to my house yesterday ,
as we had early dismissal (:
Was dismissed at around 9.45am I think ,
went to mac with Jermine , Kelly , Jiaxin & laogong at first to eat .
Then went back to school after that .
Slacked in the canteen for many hours , and laogong feel asleep ! Haha .
Then after that Jiaxin decided to come over to my house to do Flit 2 again ,
so dragged laogong to come over too .
He was forced to come you know you know ! I threatened him ;x
I know that I'm bad la , but I just can't bear to let him go home , haha !
Had loads of fun with laogong for the past few days ,
he's just simply so cute ! xD Lol .
I don't know what to blog already can .
Oh yeah , anniversay of laogong & I is tomorrow ):
Sigh , why must it be on a weekend ! Can't spend time with laogong already lah .
But never mind lah , heh ! xD
Zzzz , nothing to blog alreadyyyyy ! I'm so so so bored laaaaa ! ;x


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Anyway new layout AGAIN (:
Comments !

All these whiles you're just lying to me .

I really feel like blogging alot now !
I wanna write all of my feelings out .
Sigh , I really don't know whats happening lah ,
you can choose whether to read this entry or not ,
but if you just wanna give stupid comments about it after that , please shoo off !

I really don't know , what's the reason ,
why must he do all these to me !
All those tears I had been shedding for him ,
are really NOT WORTH at all .
But I just can't control my emotions ,
only crying could solve all my problems .
I'm so foolish , so silly and so stupid !
To trust every single word that he told me .
I'm really foolish enough to trust him so much .
My tears just kept rolling and rolling down ,
I can't stop crying .
I lost control of everything , I just wanna die .
I hate my life , it suck totally !
I feel so weak , nobody's there for me at all whenever I'm feeling down .
Perhaps , no one had ever try to understand how I felt ,
I'm destined to be alone for the whole of my life .
I just can't stay strong without you ,
the last goodbye you said to me , just hurts so much .
Seeing you leaving , the scar in my heart just gets deeper & deeper .
I'm sick and tired of all these stuffs already ,
I don't wanna end everything .
I always thought that it's worth to do everything just for you ,
sacrificing for you and so on .
Perhaps now I won't even dare to think about it ,
you never even seemed to care .
Forget it , maybe I'm just a girl who should be unwanted for the rest of a life .
How could I live without you ?
You're just not there for me when I needed you the most ,
you treated my words as craps & rubbish .
I really can't hold on anymore ,
I had enough for pretending .
All those fake smiles that I had gave , I had enough !
I just wanted you to stay happy , don't ever end up like me .
Such an useless bitch I am , should not even be existing in this fucking world .
I really have no energy to type furthermore ,
prove to me that you're the only one who's worth for my love if you want .
But if you choose to end everything , I can't do anything too .
Why must you ever do this to me ! Why can't all these just stop .
You won't understand how much it hurts inside ,
the pain , and everything else .
You will never understand , forget it .
I know that I'm annoying & irritating enough ,
friends are more important than me . Go ahead & be with them .
Maybe it's better to be alone yeah ? I don't know .
The last goodbye you told me , may be the last word that I'll hear from you .
And the last kiss you gave me , will always be remembered deep in my mind .
I won't let go no matter what happen , I just wanna tell you .
Boy , I truly love you alot . Believe it or not , it's up to you . I'm serious .

No mood to reply tags & write happenings .
Bye .

TIONGXIM TO MRCHUA FOREVER <3

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! :D
Finally and YES YES finally !
I've got the time to update my blog already ,
didn't use my computer for a very long period I guess ?
Due to my idiotic parents & stupid common tests this week .

Let me try to recall what had happened (:

Saturday
Woke up at 9+ I guess ?
Yeah as I have to go to school ,
to assemble before going to National Library to perform for our school .
Met Jiaxin at around 10+ and headed to Teck Whye Mac ,
saw Simin & Yushan they all there too at first .
Then after that while I was eating , saw Jianxiang & Kokliang .
So asked both of them to sit beside us and chatted ,
Then we walked to school , assemble in music room at first .
Then boarded the school bus and headed to National Library ,
everyone heard that it was near Bugis , so everyone shouted Bugis here & there !
When the bus drove past Bugis , I shouted to the driver : LET ME ALIGHT !
Then everyone turned and look at me and laughed , lol !
When we reached National Library , found out that the place was really very big ,
then saw alot of teachers there too .
Then when we were about to perform , I saw the bra standing there ! Oh gosh =.-
Then I'm like totally lose my mood to perform ! But I don't care .
Then we had break time , so we went up to level 8 to look at the exhibitions (:
After finish looking at them , Simin , Yushan , Jiaxin & I took the lift down ,
found out that the lift was moving at a very fast speed ! Yushan was shouting ;x
Then we decided to play in the lift ! Haha .
So we went up & down repeatedly , after that we went to the restaurant to buy food .
The auntie there was like so attitude can , feel like slapping her !
Then Simin shouted and asked her to stop showing her attitude ,
I bought a piece of cake while the rest of them only bought curry puff .
After our break , we had our second performance . It's still the same one .
After we had performed , we took the school bus back to school .
On our way back to school , I was sitting in the bus listening to my mp3 ,
then I on some songs that truly made me thought of laogong .
Then my full mind was like thinking of him ! Haha , I'm crazy I know .
Then after reaching school , went to put my instrument & went back home .
Was very angry with that stupid Kokliang as he pulled my hair ):
I just hate people who touches my hair without my permission ! Never mind .


Sunday
Went to Westmall with mummy & both of my sisters to buy things (:
Had fun shopping here and there !
Bought a new pair of school shoes and I'm simply in love with it alot .
Bought a new pair of earrings too , kinda unique but sort kind of expensive yeah ?
Anyway , I spotted a new eyecandy when I was having my dinner !
Haha it's a guy which I don't even know lah ,
but he attracted my attention while I was searching for seats ! Lol .
Okay okay I can go crazy over all my eyecandies , I better stop ;x
I wanted to buy F.I.R's new album , Fei Xing Bu Luo ,
but the album cost $20.95 in Cd-Rama ! So damn expensive can ?
I'm too poor to afford it lah .
Nothing much happened on that day except for that super shuai eyecandy ;x
Rah whatever whatever skip skip !


Monday
Went to school as usual (:
Reached school at 6.55am , which was kinda early .
Went to the canteen and sat down ,
then just sat for awhile and went up for assembly already .
Morning assembly was as boring as usual !
Laogong's sitting so far away can ? Sigh , never mind .
Went back to class , forgotten what had happened already .
Just remembered that I had my Chinese paper , it's like average lah ):
Oh yeah I had my Math's paper too ! Kinda average too ,
but I don't think that I will get very high marks I guess ?
Well I always sucked in Math okay !
Literature lesson was damn sucking lah ,
Kelly lost her egg baby and hence Ms Lee conducted a bag check !
Everyone's valuables were like confiscated lor , even my mp3 player !
I'm one of the unlucky ones okay , but luckily Ms Lee was kind enough ,
she asked us to write one reflection of 150 words to her & she'll return us back !
After school , went to canteen to have lunch with Jiaxin at first .
After that went to basketball court for awhile , then loitered around the school .
Went to Computer Lab for Geography Flit 2 at around 3+ ,
well of cos I'm not so hardworking to do Flit ! Haha .
Went to listen songs and bla bla , messenger & blogs .
But was found out in the end , but Ms Teo didnt scold (:
Went back home after that , was not in a very good mood though .


Today
Today was kinda similar as yesterday I think ?
Sat in the canteen for awhile this morning too .
Then after that went to the parade square for morning assembly and bla bla ,
went back class and had Chemistry & Biology paper !
Biology was kinda alright la , but I forgotten to label ALL the parts for the cell .
Like so wtf when I found out ! Argh ):
Chemistry paper was like killing me can , I don't understand a single thing !
I don't care , I'm gonna fail Science totally for this time !
All of the other lessons were as boring as usual .
Literature lesson , luckily didn't get any scolding from Ms Lee .
Had Literature test for today , was kinda easy I supposed ?
It was better than all those questions last time ! Haha .
Last lesson was Contact Time with form teachers ,
Mdm Lisda talked to us about the incident of those valuables yesterday .
For don't know what reason , she conducted a bag check again !
I was unlucky enough , I forgot to put my handphone inside my pouch !
So she found out and took it , together with my mp3 player .
Frederick was stupid enough to own up =.- So both of us stood up ,
I cried & cried lah . Was like very angry can ? Check on us for nothing !
But end up she gave me back my handphone ,
and she said that I can never ever bring my mp3 player to school again !
And it is for the rest of my school life in TWSS , was like so wtf lah ?
I don't even give a damn about her okay ! TWSS's teachers are all sucking .
After school , had lunch & stayed in the canteen with Jianxiang , Weixiang & Jiaxin .
Had nothing to do , laogong didn't accompany me today ,
as something had happened , don't wanna mention what it is .
Weixiang baddie is so so so cute lah ! Haha , he's kind enough to console me (:
He even made me spit all my anger to him , and he kept consoling me lor , heh xD
Didn't know that he's such a kind guy , okay okay !
Jiaxin went back home first at around 5 , I went back home at 5+ .
Went back home alone , was feeling damn moodless !
Reached home & cried my heart out finally , feeling better already (:
Geography paper's tomorrow , rah ! I wanna get good results !


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HELLO EVERYBODY (:
Finally I've got the chance to use my computer again ,
my bloody father banned me from using it for the past few days .
And YES that's totally irritating ,
I just hate people banning things that I like to do .

Let me try to recap on what had happened for the past few days !

Tuesday
Was still not feeling very well on that day ,
but went to school as usual .
Forgotten what had happened during school time ,
but remembered that I went to Delta Stadium to watch the Hockey Finals .
And TWSS won (: Congrats !
I just love taking school bus alot lah , haha ,
it seemed to be so fun with the whole class sitting on it ! ;x
Then then then , took pictures and bla bla .
Was damn tired out after everything ): Was in a damn unstable condition .
Walked to bus stop with laogong , we didn't talk , both of us were tired .
Forgotten what had happened then , photos ? Later !


Wednesday
Forgotten what had happened AGAIN totally ,
but was glad that I'm feeling better (:
But yeah I found out that I was actually not sick previously ,
I'm actually having Anemia . Or however it should be spelled !
But glad that I'm alright now ,
though I will still have headache at times ):
I will just have enough sleep & so on .
After school , Jialing & Jiaxin came to my house ,
laogong actually wanted to come too . But due to some reasons , he did not .
Found out that there was nobody at home when I reached home ,
so we messed up the whole house ! Haha .
We cooked instant noodles for our lunch , then we played & played .
On the computer and wanted to do Biology Flit 2 at first ,
but we ended up in MSN & Friendster !
These two things will always be our number one okay !
Took loads and loads of pictures but I deleted some ,
well photos later :D


Thursday
AGAIN , I've forgotten what had happened during lessons & so on !
CO was cancelled yesterday , but Jiaxin & I insisted on staying back .
Went to have lunch at first , then went for Biology Flit 2's presentation .
We ran out halfway through the lesson ! ;x
Because we did not do anything about it at all ,
so we have totally no use to stay also right ? Lol .
Then loitered around the school & played , bla bla bla .
Nothing much happened , kinda saddening for me yesterday ): Haha but never mind !


Today
Had my English Common Test today early in the morning ,
the paper was okay okay lah .
All of the questions are comprehension questions !
And the story or rather should I say , passage ? Haha yeah ,
it's very very difficult to understand okay !
I wonder how much will I get ): Sigh .
English lesson was like freetime for me ,
then recess was nothing much too . Scolded that bloody Jasmine from 1B .
Always shows her attitude and think that she herself is very clever ? Like fuck !
After recess was Chinese lah , boring as usual .
Spent the whole lesson singing " Fei Xing Bu Luo " with Jiaxin (:
Then after that was Literature lesson .
Ms Lee was very satisfied with our class today as we had done all the tasks given !
Was dismissed at 12.25pm if I'm not wrong , and I went for lunch .
Didn't see laogong at first , then went to look for him after eating .
And I finally found him ! Haha , stayed in the canteen with Jiaxin & him .
Then that fucking lil fat girl kept staring at us & laughing , like haha =.-
Went for CO at 2pm , but I didn't do much .
Just played one song and I pon the rest of the lesson ! Lol .
Went to accompany laogong lah , as I'm very bored in the music room okay !
Then he's really so so so cute can ? Oops again ;x
Bla bla he kept messing up my hair & pinching my cheeks , like yeah whatever .
Lol , walked to the bus stop with him , then he kept saying that he's tired !
So I held his hand and pulled him to walk , lol . He kept stopping lah !
I kept dragging him but still he didn't move at all T.T BLA BLA . Lol !
Nothing much happened then .


PHOTOS ! :DD

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Drinks that Jiaxin & I bought to the stadium on Tuesday (:


First shot taken !


Took it on our way back to school .


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My phone , Jiaxin's phone , & Jialing's phone :D


Photo taken by Jialing !


I love this (: Taken by Jiaxin .


Jialing took this ;x


Didn't know that I had took this picture !


Depression shot by Jialing :]


Credits to Jialing again .


Taken by me ! xD And YES Jialing you can try skipping if you want to .


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RAH ! I'M SICK AGAIN ):

Didn't know that I would fall sick again so soon .
Actually everything started from yesterday ,
I just slept and slept and woke up at around 3+ I think ?
Was damn tired , didn't know why at first .
Begged mum to let me skip tuition as I'm really feeling very sick !
I had headache soon after ,
and felt damn dizzy lah . Everything's spinning round & round again ;x
Then didn't know that I'm sick yesterday ,
as I thought that I'm only tired or whatever , so I just went to sleep .
Thought that I would feel better today , but instead I felt terrible lah ! ):
I woke up and my head's so pain okay ,
it felt as if it's going burst !
But I insisted to go to school , for the sake of seeing laogong , haha .
Then went to school at 7.25am , as there's white space today .
On my way to school , found out that I felt very dizzy & feel like fainting ,
tried to rest in the bus but it just can't makes me feel better .

Reached school , as usual walked past the canteen to see laogong .
I just miss him so so so much lah !
Then went to parade square for assembly ,
wow 1C ate the wrong medicine today !
All of them sat down so fast , haha that's great yeah .
Was laughing through out the whole assembly as both me & Jiaxin cracked some jokes !
Went back class , had CME lesson at first ,
and again Mr Ong's the one coming in to teach us .
At that moment I really can't stand my head , it just hurts so much ):
So I lied down on the table & slept ,
I can't even sleep well okay . It's so damn uncomfortable lah !
Then when time's reaching the end of the lesson ,
that stupid Mr Ong woke me up . I told him that I had headache .
As usual , all the teachers will ask pupils who are not feeling well ,
to rest in the sick bay .
But I told him I don't want ! ;x Haha .

Then was recess lah , was taking pictures in class at first .
But end up Chu Yi asked me to go inside 1B to pei laogong ,
so I just went in . Saw something happened to laogong's wrist ):
Rah don't mention about it anymore !
Then talked and talked with Chu Yi , talked nonsense lah .
Then I went back to class , it was Art lesson .
Some funny things happened & I'm still layghing like mad now if I think about it !
Because Mrs Teo kept asking Bryan to speed up on his work ,
then Bryan was like getting tired of the same sentence ? Haha .
So he asked her to " lac lac ! " .
Then Mrs Teo said what : " I can't relax because the bell's going to ring ! "
Damn LOL lah the way she said , she can't relax ? HAHA .
Then I wrote a letter to laogong for fun and passed it to him ,
went for IT lesson (: YAY !
Angel was like teaching us all sorts of photoshop stuffs ,
found out that I'm totally not interested in it at all !
Because all those pictures and borders really suck like bloody hell T.T
So went to my own blog & msn .
Was getting very fed up with the Msn thingy as it kept on having errors ,
but I still get to online after that , but it's damn laggy okay !

After IT lesson was Geography ,
kept hiding my ring as I'm afraid that Ms Teo would confiscate it .
I kept putting my hand under my book ? Lol yeah .
Then I really love Ms Teo lah ! Haha she's so funny & friendly lor .
She loves me too okay ! ;x LOL I'm just kidding !
After Geography was lunch time ,
rushed down to the canteen as I really felt very hungry .
Was getting damn angry with my black ah gong & Jiaxin at first ,
but I don't care , I just wanna have lunch !
Kept on looking for laogong and finally found him ,
but I don't think that he see me yeah ? So he just walked away .
After buying my drink , was wanting to find him but he's GONE !
Haha so went back to class and found him inside his class ,
well 1C had no teacher for our last lesson !
So all of us stood outside and played , haha so funny lah .
Nicky kept on repeating the scene that happened on Racial Harmony Day's chinese lesson !
He's just so cute lah okay , ahem * Don't get the wrong idea .
He always shout my name outloud & pull my hair after that ,
actually was damn angry with him lah , but I'm already used to it .

Our class had our dismissal on 2.15pm ! SO damn early .
I waited for laogong outside my class , and vandalised the whole area ;x
Erm , not actually WHOLE area lah . Haha .
Then after that went back home lor , walked to the bus stop with laogong .
Then on the bus , that stupid Qiu Xia from 1B stepped my leg !
And the skin is like somehow peeled out or something ? Eew .
She didn't even apologise okay , and she kept pushing me ! Argh .
Haha and the bus 190 had changed route already ,
all of us were like damn shocked lah . Then kept looking at each other .
Vivian marmie looked damn blurred ! Haha so funny can ;x
Then went back home and just chatted with laogong on phone ,
he's just so so so cute okay ! Haha , I love laogong :D


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BOO EVERYONE ! :D
I finally got the time to update my blog already ,
doesn't have much time to use the computer for the past few days .
I'll start to blog about things that had happened during the past few days (:

Tuesday
Went to school with my own clothes (:
Well , in case you don't know , my school's celebrating National Day .
I had a hard time thinking of what I should wear for that day ,
and finally I came up with my new Adidas white & red shirt ,
and my white pants which I did not worn for long .
Took a reflection pic of it , will post it up later on .
Well , I worn my white hairband as it suits my shirt & pants alot ,
and YES I'm turning totally white on that day ! LOL .
Went to school , then chose a nice seat to catch a good view of the stage ;x
All those marching stuffs at the beginning was boring ,
but it did caught some laughters though .
After all those marching & singing of national anthemn stuffs ,
there came the stage performance .
The ELDDS performed again , then those uniform groups performed .
The performance of the uniform group came along with great music blasting !
Then after all those performance , of cos we should have some singing parts !
So we sang loads of national day songs .
Jialing apple juice & Jiaxin laopo were both sitting in front and behind of me ,
so I'm the one who's holding on to the lyrics .
And I don't know what happened , all of us turned to face laogong ! LOL .
But we don't even care at all lah , just kept singing & singing ,
then all of us were like getting over high already yeah ?
Then all the upper secs were standing up & cheering and all those stuffs .
After celebration , decided to go to Lot 1 with laogong , Jermine & Jiaxin .
Jermine , Jiaxin & I went to Teck Whye's mac to have breakfast cum lunch first ,
then we headed off to Lot 1 .
Took neoprints ! Then laogong came to meet us .
Saw Ansley , Yuhang , Simin & Doyz on our way , crapped with them alot ,
then just shopped & shopped for fun , doesn't have loads of fun though .
Went back home at around 3 ? Damn early , but can't help it ):


Wednesday
Stayed at home for the whole day !
Was getting damn bored at home ,
but I woke up damn late yeserday ! I woke up at around 3+ yeah ?
And the reason of me waking up late ,
is to KILL TIME ! Haha .
I don't wanna spend my whole day staring at the wall for nothing okay ,
so I might as well sleep ! LOL .
Watched NDP at home & was getting super high with the performance lah ,
how I wish I could get a chance to go there with laogong & friends ! LOL .
Okay dream on Michelle .
The fireworks were damn fantastic alright !
Imagine I'm in the stadium watching NDP , I'll be surely over high ! Haha .
Talked to laogong on phone , because I'm really getting very very bored .
Then after chatting for quite a long while , he went to sleep .
He's indeed a pig lah ! A cute pig ;x LOL .


Today
Woke up at 10+ for don't know why ,
I just woke up all of a sudden & can't sleep anymore :So I woke up , actually I wanted to call laogong lah ,
but I'm afraid that I might disturb him or what , so I gave him a missed call .
Then I went online , and I saw him online too (:
Chatted with him of cos , LOL .
Then I was like telling him how bored am I !
I just feel very very bored all of a sudden you know ,
then end up we decided to go out .
Had loads of difficulties thinking of where to go at first ,
then after loads & loads of thinking ,
we decided to go to Causeway Point .
Mum's kind enough to allow me to go out ,
cos normally I'll inform her about my outing with friends days ago before the actual day .
Then I went to bath & all those , was damn rushing lah .
Then I went to Yew Tee MRT's station to meet laogong .
He's kind enough to come to Yew Tee and accompanied me lor (:
At first didn't talk much lah , cos we were standing at opposite sides ,
so he just kept staring at me & I pretended that I didn't know , LOL .
Then reached Causeway , saw Joel that super shuai ge ! He waved to me .
Then shopped shopped & shopped ,
then I saw Melvyn bigbully , Jasmine dakeai , Regina precious , Shuwen & Deborah (:
Precious's such a pretty girl alright ! Haha :D
Anyway , I kinda enjoyed today lah .
At least I could spend time with my baobei laogong ,
and kills my boredom ! I'M WAY TOO BORED .
Reached home at around 6+ to 7 ? Yeah , it's still damn early for me T.T
Then I'm getting bored again at home , you see , I'm really very bored !
Haha , anyway talked to laogong on phone again just now for awhile .
Luckily he chatted with me on phone , if not I'm gonna rot till death .
And and and he went off to sleep again ! Now he's sleeping ! Haha so cute lah he ,
sounds kinda retarded yeah ? Kept sleeping . LOL !


Hmm , did I posted quite a long post for today ?
Haha , take your time reading then (:
Oh but if you're one of the human beings who hates me ,
I don't even need you to enter my blog , just fuck off will do .
School's on tomorrow again , SIAN .
Going to have PE again tomorrow , I hate standing board jump ! IT SUCKS .



Jermine , Jiaxin , and me (:


A view of what I've worn on Tuesday . WHITE !


Neoprint machine , my beloved <3


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HELLO EVERYONE ! :D
I'm here to blog again !
Just edited my friendster profiles and a few pictures ,
all of the pictures are taken & sent by JERMINE DARLING !
Thanks darling loads loads , haha .

Today's lessons were as usual lah ,
first lesson was math ,
but Mr Ong was absent , so that Ms Durga came into our class again ! =x
Then we had our free lesson , so fun okay !
Everyone's taking my Literature homework and copy here & there ,
then after that was Chinese lesson .
BORING AND BORING ! Didn't even bother to listen to what she's talking about ,
so chatted with Jialing & Jiaxin ,
talked about relationship matters .
Jialing's super pro in counselling people okay ! (:
Then it was recess ,
at first laogong came into my class ,
then I took a candid shot of him ! Haha saved in my phone .
Then suddenly that fucking teacher came in ,
and scolded all of us .
Then she asked all of us to get out of the class ,
then during that moment all of us were very angry at her lor .
Then we slammed the door & shouted here and there ,
YES like a mad class ! Haha .
Then after that teacher left all of us scolded her vulgar ,
then we opened the door and went into the class again .
Hmm , can see that laogong's damn fed up that time lah ,
cos he slammed his classroom's door then just walked inside his classroom .
That sight was like so shocked , laogong's so damn fierce that time !
Then I just stood outside my classroom & stare at the space ,
well day-dreaming as usual !
Then after recess was actually English lesson ,
but AGAIN . The English teacher was absent ,
just don't know when could us start our lessons !
The lesson was damn boring lah , so I just fell asleep all of a sudden .
Then the teacher woke me up then I was so shocked ,
cos everyone's staring at me ! LOL .
After English was .. Erm .. Oh yah stupid Chemistry !
I lied to the teacher & went to the toilet , I walked very slowly ,
cos I don't wanna listen to her stupid craps at all !
Then after that was Literature , I was so afraid that Ms Lee will get angry !
Instead , she told us that our class was very good today (:
Then my eyes were damn painful during that lesson ,
then suddenly my tears flowed out .
I asked Ms Lee for permission to go to the washroom & she agreed ,
I just kept crying & crying , and tears just kept rolling down .
Sighs , what happened ! ):

Then after school ,
had my lunch in school .
Sat beside laogong in the canteen , but he doesn't even seemed to care at all !
So I was like giving the what the hell look & walked away ,
wanted to accompany Jiaxin to go for the Biology workshop at first ,
but I plead her not to go for very long after that & she agreed .
Went back to classroom and slacked around ,
was on phone with laogong for 2+ hours I think ? Haha .
Then took pictures with Jermine , and played with handphones etc .
Then Kelly they all were playing with water after that ,
was so afraid that I might get wet !
So I hid at the back door corner of 1B's classroom and sat down there ,
I kept screaming and screaming ,
as all of them wanted to spalsh water on me !
Then I just shouted through the phone and laogong said OUCH ! MY EAR !
Haha so cute of him lah ,
then I kept apologising to him ! Lol .
Jermine took her penknife and craved laogong's name on 1B's door ,
and I took my marker and wrote laogong's name on both the door & the floor !
Then after awhile , Jiaxin and me went off .
Then saw that bloody OM again ,
he asked me why am I so foolish to choose to be with him .
I was like huh ? What the .. ?!
Why must he be so busybody and care so much !
I choose my own future , my own boy myself right !
So I just treated his words as rubbish today and walked off . IRRITATING INDEED ! ):

Well well well ,
tomorrow's celebrating National Day !
I'm still hesitating on what should I wear tomorrow !
Was afraid to get scolding from teachers lah ):
But I don't wanna care anymore lah ,
cos I wanna look nice tomorrow !
Maybe going to Lot 1 with laogong , Jermine , Jiaxin & Kokliang after that .


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The retarded me ! Taken by Jermine darling (:


Jermine darling & Me . Took using her phone .


Laogong's backview and Mine ! Taken by Jermine darling on about last week ? Haha :D


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RAH ! I'M BORED ):
I'm stucked with this stupid Geography homework in front of me now ,
can someone teach me how to drop a world map ?
Just by using one A4 size paper ?
I'm really stucked here lah !
If only there's one magic pen appearing in front of me ,
and all I have to do is to take the pen ,
and the map will be drawn on it's own ! HOW GREAT !
And yes , dream on Michelle . LOL .

And YES ,
I really miss laogong loads lah !
Missing him like mad now ,
feel like banging the wall lor .
Okay okay never mind forget it ,
I can't sms with him at all lah !
Mummy don't lend me her handphone , * sobs * !

And WHY WHY WHY !
Why can't Soul be the number one Super Band in Singapore ?
Soul really do have the potential to be one you know !
Their voices & dances are really rocking like hell ! ~
Soul just simply rocks ! Haha .
But it's alright lah ,
Mi Lu Bing's not bad too (:
They're so damn creative & cute yeah ?
Lucify dressed damn gothic yesterday O.o
And they almost freaked me out when I saw them on TV , lol .
Well , don't bother to comment about J3 anymore .
Frankly speaking , I HATE THEM . But no offence to J3's fans (:

My eyes are still damn swollen now lah !
After crying so much yesterday ,
my eyes had been swollen from yesterday afternoon till now ):
I can't stop myself from rubbing it lah !
It's so damn itchy alright ,
and I had been rubbing it since this morning when I woke up .
No wonder my eyes are still swollen now !
I tried using water to wash it but it still does not work at all lah ,
rah ! Someone help my eyes lah ! It's going to be blind soon ~

I'm talking loads of craps in this entry yeah ?
You can don't bother to read at all .
School's on tomorrow again ,
and I can guarentee that the OM will definitely tell the whole school about us !
I mean , laogong & me .
But I don't even give a damn alright ,
both laogong & I treated that nothing had happened at all .
Because the school is SO LAME !
Why can't couples be dating in school ? Somemore in an isolated place ?
Nobody's gonna see it right , and puh-lease lah !
We're not going to be so pervertic like what you thought T.T

Not going to reply tags today ,
it's just too little for me to reply !
RAH HELP ME WITH THAT STUPID BLOODY GEOGRAPHY MAP PLEASE !

Was Zilian-ING away again just now !


I love this pic totally ! White hairband rocks ! <3


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UNLUCKY UNLUCKY ! ):
Am I really down on luck recently ?
Well , yesterday's the most unlucky day of my life !
Never mind , will blog about what had happened yesterday later .

Yesterday went to school as usual ,
had morning assembly in parade square .
Then went back class ,
had English lesson at first .
Again our English teacher was absent for don't know what reason ,
so all of us do our own work .
And the teacher that came in told us that 1C is a very good class ! YAY (:
After that was Math lesson ,
listen to the stupid shorty talk craps again !
Then recess (: Was talking about the stuffs between 1B and 1C la ,
then Jermine & I got very fed up about it .
Cos when we wrote on the board , Jack & Jiashun kept cleaning away ,
then I got damn angry and threw the marker on the floor .
Laogong stayed in his class lah ,
cos he never do his Literature homework , i know i know (:
Then after that was Chinese ,
our teacher also never come !
So there's totally NO teacher in our classroom ,
so we can do anything we want . So I took out my mp3 player & listen to songs .
Then sent some songs from Kelly's handphone to mine , THANKS :D
After Chinese was IT lesson lah ,
did something very very very bad ): BUT i'm evil ! Haha .
So yesterday's lessons were very relaxing ! But I'm very fed up .

After lessons went to canteen to have lunch ,
cos I'm really VERY VERY hungry .
But I didn't finish my food ,
cos I saw laogong talking to the girls in his class & playing with them .
So both Jiaxin & I kept scolding him flirt ,
with that stupid Andrew .
Then after he bought his food he came to sit with us ,
then both Jiaxin & I kept talking about the stuffs between 1B and 1C lah .
But we don't dare to say it all out ,
because there's 2 1B student sitting in front of us ,
ahem . Which was Jeramy & Andrew lah , I mean laogong & Andrew (: Haha .
Then after that saw KL ah gong , so Jiaxin went off with him ,
then laogong & I go to the rooftop corner there .
Then chatted & chatted , and ahem ahem , then suddenly ..
That fucking OM came yeah ? Then we followed him here and there .
End up he took down our names ,
and I kenna counselled by Miss Deborah Tan .
So called parents and all that , my mum doesn't mind .
But don't know about laogong's parents lah ,
he's still settling the problem with them .
Anyway , after talking to Miss Tan ,
I found out that she's actually not a very bad teacher lah [: In fact , good !

Then called Winnie Marshmallow ,
she told me that laogong's waiting for me outside ,
so I went outside then asked laogong why he don't wanna go home first .
He said that he wanna wait for me ,
then I just gave him a slight smile & just walked .
He accompanied me to wait for the bus lah ,
then soon the bus arrived and I went off .
Was thinking about the things that Miss Tan told me ,
it made some sense though . But I was feeling damn moodless last night .
Talked to laogong on the phone for awhile ,
for about 20 minutes ? Kept telling him that I miss him alot ! Haha :D
Then I went off to sleep at 2am ,
and when I woke up today , found out that I felt better .
And I cried alot just now lah ,
cos laogong said that he may be transferring school ,
I DON'T WANT LAH ! I don't care ,
no matter what his parents do he can't transfer school lah ! ):

But after all ,
just hope that he will talk it out with his parents lor .
So that they will not ask him to transfer school ,
and stupid OM will definitely tell the whole school about us .
I mean it's like he won't mention our name ,
but he will say what two students blah blah blah ~
I don't mind lah , haha .
And that asshole teacher which followed OM to come and catch us yesterday ,
kept spreading to all the other teachers about us .
And I LOVE MISS TEO (: She's so so so cute ! Haha .
Well , long entry ? Short entry ? I don't know .


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YAY-NESS ! :DDDDDDDDD

HELLO EVERYONE ! :DDD
I'm finally back to blog again ,
and again blog about boring issues ! Haha .

Yesterday school was as usual lah ,
enjoyed F&N lesson alot & alot !
Cooked spaghetti , and glad that it came out to be delicious .
As what daddy had told me :x cos he was the one who finished it !
Then after school accompanied laogong lah ,
YAY-NESS CAN ?! I love yesterday loads loads !
So happy lah , finally have chance to spend time with laogong le ,
he's just so cute & shuai lah . Keep sleeping , lol !
Then really very very very happy lah !
Ahem , don't wanna blog what had happened (: haha .
Didn't knew that the time passed so fast lor ,
then it's already 6.30pm when we checked the time .
So faster rushed home & reached at around 7+ ,
lied to mum that I had detention from teacher :x I know I'm naughty !

Today's lesson were damn relaxing lah ,
at first went to school , had Geography .
Then was surprised that Ms Teo gave us a test ! Was like so oh my god leh ,
cos I didn't know much about map reading yet :x
The total mark is only 10 , although it's ONLY 10 ,
I supposed that I'm only gonna get about 6 marks the most ? LOL .
I got all the grid line's direction wrongly lah ! So unlucky ):
After Geography was PE ,
I HATE PE ALOT & YES ALOT ! IT SUCKS ! :x
Then today actually I had some muscle ache all of the sudden ,
I also doesn't know why !
Then I only did sit-ups & inclined pull up ,
and yes I cheated for sit-ups lah . Both me & Jiaxin , haha .
Then actually still have to do some sit & reach & standing board jump stuffs ,
but luckily there's not enough time to .
And I suck in standing board jump totally lah ! Always fail ):
After PE was recess lah , nothing much lor .
Then was Chinese lesson , kept chatting all the way with peeps around me ,
after that was English .
Our English teacher was absent , that's why another teacher came to our class ,
we did one worksheet & kept very quiet through the lesson .
The teacher told us that our class is very obedient ! Haha yay (:
Then after English was Chemistry lah ,
actually the stupid Mrs Goh wanna let us stay back to copy notes .
But I kept shouting to her saying that I have to rush for CCA ,
and she really believe that I'm rushing lor ! LOL .
Then had lunch after school & spend time with laogong for awhile ,
although it's just only awhile , I'm already very satisfied le !
Went for CO & was getting restless throughout ,
but recently's CO lessons were not as tough . Then went back home after that .

YAY !
Got to spend time with laogong again tomorrow after school lah (:
SO SO HAPPY !
I just love him so much can ?
These few days are really the happiest days in my life ,
I enjoy life alot now ! :D
Okay I'm getting over high again ! :x I better STOP .


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HIHIHI ! :DD
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Changed it back to http://paperkisses-.blogspot.com now ,
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Today's lessons were nothing much lah ,
went to school at the same time as usual .
First was Chemistry lesson ,
and I swear that this was the first ever time that I paid attention -.-
Then after Chemistry was English ,
it was Mr Leong's last lesson with us lah . I also don't know why .
Then after that was recess lor ,
went to canteen to buy drinks then went to find laogong .
Then after that went up class ,
stand outside class as usual lah .
Then I gave him a peck on his cheek , heh sweet right ? ;x
I also don't know what on earth am I doing lah !
Okay okay never mind forget it .
Then was Chinese lesson , I was damn high that time -.-
Then I kept smiling & blushing lah , like a crazy fellow .
After Chinese was Geography ,
Ms Teo teached us alot of thing on map reading lah . SO CHIM !
Then after that was contact time ,
then went for assembly lah .
Used the plan that I had used last time in order to get the back seats ,
went to toilet at first then stayed inside for awhile .
Then I went down to the hall , haha .
Laogong & xiao wei xiang are sitting beside me lah ,
well , silence and silence lor . Lol !

After school have Literature make-up lessons lah ,
luckily everyone bought their flour babies & egg baby today .
So that we didn't get any scolding ,
and we heard Ms Lee scolded " wahlow " ! LOL !
Everyone was laughing like mad lah ,
great to enjoy this Literature lesson again (:
Then after lesson went to Lot 1 to have lunch lor ,
after that went back home le .

Nothing to blog about today lah ,
just that I really enjoyed the time spent with laogong .
I want to spend more time with him lah ! But too bad can't lor ):


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